Why dosen't anyone like me? I don't think I can wait until college/working to find my soul mate. I wish I could have a boyfriend. I don't get it. I'm not completely disgusting (I hope), what is unattractive about me? This is probably my most thought-thought.

I want to attend the 2016 Olympics. I really really really really want to go to Rio de Janeiro. Usually this leads me to search for tickets online and look up photos of Brazil. I've done this about seven times this semester.

Dude I have so many movies I need to see! This is what summer break is for. But for some reason, I'm ALWAYS thinking about movies.

In less than one year I will be somewhere completely different. This thought makes me smile. But where?

Fuck yeah, Tucson in x number of days! Winter break in x number of months! Graduation is in x number of months!

Lawl thats a biblical allusion! Weirdly enough, I am always counting for these and noticing these. Or things people say that are quoting specific bible verses (without meaning to, but they just say words in the same order). Or maybe I'll realize it in a book or something. But I'm always seeing pieces of scripture everywhere.

Wow, did that just come out of my mouth?

Disneyworld. FTW. I usually ask for a bathroom pass from class and log onto my flickr to look at pictures I took this summer. Seriously good times with my family.

My sisters are so cool compared to me. I wonder what they're doing right now. Ironically, I think about this alot. Sadly, they talk to me less and less every day.

I'm going to LSU next weeeeeeeeeekend!! Hot black guys here I come! Just kidding. I'm just really excited to spend a weekend with my dad and visiting somewhere new. I will be skipping friday of school and that's the part I'm most excited about. Just kidding. I honestly see myself here in a few years so hopefully the tour will not dissapoint. But if it does, at least I will know beforehand. Anyway, I'm just so pumped.

I bought pumpkins! I plan on carving them tonight with my sisters. Pictures will come, of course.

I got Taylor Swift tickets! I know the concert is in March but I have already been listening to her CD's nonstop. I plan on getting cowboy boots with Sherry so I will have something awesome to wear to the concert.

At Party City I got my first BLARGHGHGAHFGHAGsfdjhgakjf. Usually I'm really nice and smiley to everyone. In fact, other workers are always making fun of me cause I'm too nice and never just sitting in the back and chilling. If you know what kind of person I am, you know I'm not  lying about this. Anyway, when this one middle-aged lady got into my line I smiled and was like, "hey how are you!".

Usually when people don't respond, I don't really care. She didn't say anything so I just started scanning her items. She got two Ariel wigs (Ariel as in the disney mermaid). Then she said, "which one should I get?"

I looked at them both. They were essentially the same item, one was in a bag, one was in a box. Both the same size and same pictures. "Well.... I'll scan them to see if they are different prices." I scanned them both and the same.

Then kept on staring at them. Then she pointed to the one on the right. "I don't want this one."

"Okay." I picked it up and threw it in the returns cart.

"No. I SAID i WANTED that one."

"Oh! I'm so sorry I thought you said you didn't want that one." I put it back on the table and grab the other one and throw it in the basket (basically I swapped them out). I started scanning the wig.

"Let me see the other one again."

"Um... okay." By then I'm thoroughly pissed. I take about five seconds walking to the cart, rolling my eyes. "Here you go." I bend down and grab my Sprite and start drinking it.

"Hmmm.... this one is a brighter red." I kept on drinking... waiting for her stupid decision. "HELLO?" She spats at me.

UH, WHAT? I WASNT AWARE YOU WANTED MY FUCKING OPINION. I look at her. "I think they're the same."

"No, this one is OVBIOUSLY brighter."

It wasn't. They're th same fucking red wigs in different packages you dumbtard.

"Oh, yeah. You should get that one." By then the line was about five people long. The woman behind me was giving me a "aww, that sucks" smile.

I gave her her recipet to sign. By then I had moved on to the next customer. I greeted them in a big smile because I was just SO relieved dealing with this bitch was over. "Hello! Oh my gosh I love your necklace!" I told her.

This stupid Ariel fucking wig lady stares at me. She was about two feet from the new customer. "Here's the reciept." She said. Like I fucking cared. Most customers just leave it on the counter and go. But not this lady. "HERE YOU GO."

"Thanks." I mutter.

And then this stupid lady THROWS it on the counter. Thanks.

Okay, you know what happens next? She starts walking to the back of the store. She found another worker (who happens to be my best friend at Party City) and tells her, "the asian cashier has bad customer service. I have never been treated so horribly in my life."

Lauren (my friend) told her she'd tell the manager. But of course, she's my best friend. So she told me exactly what she said (and not the manager). I was sooooo pissed. First of all, she was the fucking bitch. I didn't do anything. Well maybe I rolled my eyes and ignored her but she fucking deserved it. I was overly nice to the person behind her so she probably saw that and started crying. Or something. Fuck. She was just retarded. But I'm mainly pissed because I have NEVER EVER been mean to anyone, ever. Everyone says I'm OVERLY nice. So the fact that something so opposite of what I really am can be said about me... just makes me really mad!

Anyway, for some reason, after the lady went to the parking lot she RETURNED to find Lauren again. Apparently I was with a guy customer being friendly, and she told Lauren, "oh, and she flirts wayyy to much. Tell that to the manager."

Which is lol cause I haven't flirted with anyone. Ever. I don't know wether to be angry or think this whole situation is hilarious. Or to feel sorry for her kids.